A Devotion from Joshua's Garden By Cherie Morrow
Joshua is awkward in the world around him. It was more obvious to the untrained eye during his younger years. It showed in his gait, his stance, his words, and the far away look in his eyes. Just a few moments of observation told you that the fit between Joshua and the world wasn't quite right. Awkwardness with the world at large is a common trait for people with autism.
But the first time Joshua sat at a piano, his awkwardness disappeared. He couldn't talk at the time and was obviously very uncomfortable with words, yet music flowed as naturally as air in and out of the lungs. Notes, melodies and harmonies, these are Joshua's primary language. Sitting on the piano bench, fingers moving along the keys, Joshua becomes one with the instrument. In his piano world, he fits. He belongs. His spirit soars and his gifting becomes obvious-more obvious than his awkwardness.
Oh to be awkward in the world like Joshua! To be in it not of it. Joshua's life continues to remind me that its okay to feel and be awkward in worldly matters. His example challenges me to find my own piano world- that space that fits because God created me for it.
Lord, thank you for this special son, whose spirit remains uncluttered by the things of this world. Help me to reject my own conformity to this world. By Your grace, transform me even more and conform my will to Yours. In the precious name of Jesus, Amen.