I wish you hadn't kissed me/ When you walked me to the door.
I wish you hadn't held my hand/ And made me want you more.
I wish you hadn't whispered/ All those sweet things in my ear.
I wish you hadn't stroked my hair/ Or hugged and held me near.
I wish you hadn't smiled/ When I opened up my eyes
I wish your touch/ Had not erased all your little lies.
I wish there were no little things/ Reminding me of you.
I wish memories would not/ Make me feel the way I do.
I wish I didn't know/ That if you called I'd run right over.
I wish I could be strong and smart/ And give you the cold shoulder.
I wish you would have treated me/ Like just another girl.
Then the nights I spent with you/ Would feel like what they were.
I wish I hadn't fallen hard/ I knew you weren't for real,
But I just can't help the way/ That being with you made me feel.
I wish I wouldn't wake up sad/ And know I've dreamt of you.
I wish I could get through a day/ and never think of you.
I wish I could forget/ How you took away my fears
I wish I only thought of/ When you didn't wipe my tears.
I wish that you had been the guy/ I hoped that you would be.
I wish I could get over you/ Like you got over me.
I wish that I could see you/ For the person that you are,
But the heart won't ever listen/ Or grant wishes on a star.
And I wish that all these wishes/ Were full of honesty
But truth be told/ I wish that you would just come back to me.