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Hello! I guess since this page is "About Me" I should write a few things about me, eh? hehe Well, first off, my name is Melissa. I am 33 years old and live in the very HOT big state of Texas. I really wish I lived in Maine (I'm in love with Lighthouses and the Ocean..hehe)....but for now, Texas it is. *sigh* Right now I stay at home and don't work. I am a former Preschool Teacher, but I hope to start college soon to study Forensic Psychology. Yes....8 years of school...plus some :) But it is where my heart is and where I feel I can make a difference in this world. Ok, I guess I shouldn't leave out my soulmate....my hubby, Daniel. He is also 33, but I am 5 days older! woohoo! hehe (I like to tease him about this) I have four gorgeous...*grin*....kiddos, Chaz 12, Zachary 11, Tessa 9 and my baby Ally Jade 6. We also have 2 mutts (hehe) Ember and Cookie. They are country dogs stuffed into a city life at the moment LOL. We also have a very snobby, sensitive (like her mommy) kitty named Shaylee. I am a survivor of childhood torture and abuse at the hands of my family of origin. I don't speak to them anymore. I will have a page telling about my abuse, and a page about the results of that abuse....which is.....DID, PTSD and Panic Disorder. Yes, I am a multiple.....caused by the years of physical, sexual, emotional and ritual abuse I endured during my whole childhood...not to mention two abusive marriages (boys are from the first, girls are from the second)..... Well, I guess there is not alot more to say about me right now....oh, I guess I could mention some Hobbies. I LOVE to read, to learn, to grow...I will read anything and everything...even the back of the toilet paper bag hehe... I also like to do crafts, puzzles, mess around on the puter, play EQ with hubby (oye...very addictive game LOL) and do anything with my kiddos. They are my heart....my life. Mentioning them, we are currently in a Custody battle to regain custody of Chaz and Zachary (I willingly gave custody to their father when Zachary was 7...due to bipolar, which I will have a page about....and Chaz at age 9 for a "trial year"). The boy's father refuses to believe Zachary is Bipolar and took him off his moods stabalizer which resulted in a hospitalization, etc....and so that is the main reason for trying to regain custody. It's a long drawn out process........what more can say. I will keep fighting tho....I am stubborn that way ;) We are also in a Custody battle to get the girls back home. I got seriously physically ill a year ago and the girl's father came and took them and didn't return them from summer visit and filed for Custody. We had a horrible judge...ugh...and he granted the girl's father Temp Custody until we could get a Social Study done. They want to come home so badly, and my physical illness is now gone...but we have to wait for the court date...which is taking forever. :( I miss them SOOOOOOOO much. I get the standard visitation with both the boys and the girls. My whole life revolved around being a Mommy...a SAHM at that....and without them, I feel lost. My current Hubby and I want to have at least one more child, but I had my tubes tied after my last daughter (at my husband's insistance at that time....ugh!!!) ...so I have to have a reversal to get pregnant...and that costs a lot of money....but I have faith that it will happen. :) Ok, enough blabbering for now or this won't fit on my page LOL
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