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My Beginnings
The Dee of yesterday was quite an upside down person (so to speak). I had the bottom of the barrel (low) self-esteem, Would never say no always wanting to please and be accepted. Never allowed anyone to give me anything because I was too busy giving. Everything I sought was on the outer realms of my existence.
I knocked on many church doors seeking God and all that I thought He would bring into my life. I was never able to receive the spirit and felt I was not one of His choosen followers. I walked in depression for months and felt being invisible would ease the hurt and loneliness. I worked hard building my career and drowned myself in hours of endless work - this was my way of seeking approval, that I was worthy of something -again, on the outer realms of my existence. My marriage failed because I choose someone who had the traits of my father. My dad would always say "I would never amount to anything because my heart would stir me wrong". And so, I believed it for sure when I could'nt cope with an alcoholic husband. I took by 2 boys and made a life for just us, one that at least would be secure as I knew secure to be.
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Reiki Enters My Life
Some years passed and my parents moved to Florida to retire. One holiday on a plane returning home I picked up the Eastern magazine. There was a little blurb about Reiki and for the first time bells went off in my mind. I searched endlessly in the library and book stores and there was no information at all about Reiki (1980).
May 1981 a co-worker as me if I wanted to attend a meditation workshop. While sitting there the lady next to me excitedly exclaimed "There's the Reiki Lady from New Zealand". Well let me tell you, the bells started again and before I knew it I was up and standing in front of this petite silver haired lady (Bobby Free). It winded up she lived 3 blocks from me and I received a treatment the next evening and began my Reiki classes in June.
I was a very nervous, worry wart type of person and Reiki sent me into a bliss I had never known. Reiki also opened up the doors to many areas in my life and began the process of turning me right side up. Through Reiki I began to incorporate all that I had sought outside of myself, within me. The process was long with lots of hard work but such joy filled outcomes. It is not an easy task to re-do your life totally because of all the erasing of past tapes and beliefs. But, I know this can be done and Reiki was the greatest tool I could ever have had. Reiki provides a cushion that keeps you from many errors or harm. It gently guides you on your path of enlightenment
as you grow through processing and life itself. I am finally working on the core of self and this has been a journey within itself, but I am truly coming into the "I AM" the "Upper Room of my Higher consciousness" One with all there is in God
The feeling is unexplainable and one that must be experienced to understand it fully.
All that I sought outside is now within me, I AM Whole and One with all there is. When you feel as if the jouney you are on is dead end, that there is no existence for you - think again. Lift up your heart and ask the universe "Help Me To Find My True Self - Help Me To Be All That I Can Be" and your answer will come. Many times I cried out in loneliness and dreaded the next minute. I didn't know that my cries and heart felt mumurings were being held. I didn't know that a "Greater Plan" had been established before my birthing here. The experiences of those past years are the very tools that I share with those who are on the same path as I was. God has given me experiences to bring me to where I AM today.
This moment is the most power filled moment in your life, it will never come again. Make the most of it with what you have and the next moment is guaranteed to be a step further into joy that no one can take away. You and many others are needed, together we form a whole of our existence here to assist many that come after us. Be of joy
be of love and above all be who you are.
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My Words Of Wisdom
Open up your heart for it is the center of your being, the center of all you are in totality. When
all else fails, your un-conditional love will see you through. It will bring miracles into your life in abundance. Love your neighbor, the earth and all there is - because we are one with every living thing. I Love You and I Behold the Christ in You - regardless of your belief system. We are still One.
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Spiritual Links
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