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About Me
a little bit about me......
Im married with 1 child he is 13 yrs old.
If you want looks,stats etc,dont bother
I look nothing like what you want.
my boobs arent 40dddd as most women on here
seem to be,im not flirty or loud in a room.
that dosent mean im not friendly.
I shouldnt have to act like a slut to fit in a room.
im also NOT bi or les..again as most  women
on here seem to be..its the "in" way to be on here
I love doing things outdoors,especially
fishing though I havent had time for it lately.
I try different hobbies to keep me busy,I collect things
such as hats,keychains,elephants,musicboxes,stamps.
I recently tried metal detecting..boy was that a flop
all I could find was rusty old barbwire,what am I gonna
do with that.ok enough about me for now there are more pages
yet to read about....I hope you enjoy them
Pain
The self is so easy to hate
So easy to torture and tease
Pain can become a gate
While emotions freeze
If you learn to love it
Pain can bring you power
Soon, though, you need to have it
You'll need it every hour
You don't need your Self anymore
You only need the pain
Who could care about such a whore
Whose soul still carries the stain
Of those days long ago
When pain first became a friend
When you first came to know
How to make those feelings end
Looking back upon your life
It seems the pain has always been
From being a daughter to a wife
Pain's been your only friend.....



Release
Inside screaming loud
Outside quiet as a mouse
Needing wishing hoping
For madness to end the madness
Searching all the feelings
Looking for an escape
Sadness despair desparation
No that will not do
Anger is the key
One big explosion
Burst at the seams
Let it all rush out
The screaming
The madness
The crying
The laughter
The pain
The tears
Then close and lock the door
Smile and it seems to vanish
Wipe the stains away
And it can all continue
For a while
Till it must come out again

As a child i looked out the window
and longed to fly
as a child i looked for a road
and a way to die
as a child i looked for a friend
and learned to cry
  
as an adult i live in a box
i still cant fly
as an adult i see a road
but no way to die
as an adult i still look out the window
and long to fly..
A womans heart is a deep ocean of secrets...
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