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Wildlife Images
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WILDLIFE IMAGES ....
Griz and Tank live out at Wildlife Images, an animal
rehabilitation center located in Merlin, Oregon, which is about a hour drive up I-5 from
where I live and work. The center is the home to at least a couple hundred orphaned
or injured animals at any one time, all being raised or repaired so that they can be
released back into the wild. The facility was developed and managed by my dear good buddy,
Dave Siddon, who spent most of his life working to educate people about wildlife and their
very precarious status in our present day world.
Tank and Griz came to Wildlife Images as very young cubs, and
orphans. Griz is blind in one eye (he was hit by the train that killed his 'natural'
mother). And as you can tell, both he and Tank are thoroughly imprinted on humans, so they
can't ever be released back into the wild. As far as these two characters were concerned,
Dave was "Mom" ... and the only reason that I've been able to safely
experience the nerve-tingling thrill of interacting with a cougar and grizzly bear was the
fact that "Mom" was never very far away [other than for that one photo with Tank
you saw at the Greetings page of this web site, of course, but Tank was in a really mellow
mood that day, and Dave told me not to worry, he had an extra pair of shorts at the
house].
As you've probably figured out by now, I've spent a
lot of time at Wildlife Images. It's a great place to hang out with interesting
critters, and to forget (at least for a few hours) about pending deadlines and the
bureaucratic process.
And, if nothing else, there's nothing quite like
getting into a big tub of water with a large and playful bear to completely focus the mind
on the present ... thereby encouraging questions like "what am I doing here?"
I think Griz was wondering too.
But I don't think he ever worried about it a whole
lot. Not when his wrestling record was something in the neighborhood of 150 wins and
0 losses. Grizzly bear rules, of course.
I later developed a smigin of brains (and decided to
stay out of the tub, thereafter) when Dave suggested that Griz would probably really enjoy
holding me under for a while and playing with the bubbles.
But, inevitably, the realities of
life do catch up with all of us, even at a magical place like Wildlife Images ...
A side note, and a bit of a sad one, if you don't
mind.
I learned a great deal from Dave, probably far more
than I realize, and I can only hope it was enough ... because life does, in fact, catch up
with the real life heroes in this world as well as the fictional ones. In Dave's case, the
pursuing villain was pancreatic cancer. But he never let it overwhelm his spirit ... or
his love for his treasured creatures. Dave died in October of '96, but his wife, Judy, and
son, David, keep Wildlife Images going ... and it's a place well worth visiting if you are
ever near Merlin, Oregon.
You can find them all at Wildlife Images, 11845 Lower
River Road, Grants Pass, OR, 97526. They have regularly scheduled tours there [call for
tour times at 541-476-0222], accept donations with grace and gratitude (because the place
is run entirely by donations), and never fail to educate ... especially the local and
visiting school kids.
Or
check out their website at: www.wildlifeimages.org
And as for myself, well, I'll keep on writing,
because I enjoy creating the stories. And I'll keep on running a crime lab whose primary
mission is to protect endangered and threatened species because I think it's a good use of
my professional career. And I'll keep on trying to make water run downhill for reasons
that escape me at the moment. But somewhere along the line, I'm going to have to find out
if "Mom" taught me enough to truly get out on my own too ... in my case, with
Tank and Griz. Just before he died, Dave assured me that I'll be fine in their compounds
by myself [he was right :)], and that my two furry buddies will teach me anything I need
to know.
I had a lot of faith in Dave, and I figure he knew
what he was talking about.
But I can't help wondering....
How much can those two possibly know about irrigation
pipe?
An Addendum ....
Sad to say, I never was able to get back into the
compound with Griz and re-establish our friendship. He died in October of 1998 (many at wildlife Images think of a
broken heart since he'd lost both Dave and his little kitten buddy within a few months of
each other) before Dave's son and I could work out a reasonable 'safety net' replacement
for the voice of 'Mom.' But us humans are really good at coming up with
rationalizations to explain the frustrations of life. Which means I tend to share
the generally held view of the folks at Wildlife Images who are convinced that Dave and
Griz have found a way to hook up by now, and are back to frolicking again. Sounds
perfectly reasonable to me.
But I was able to get back in with Tank, who --- much
like all cats --- seems to take life a day (and a good scratch) at a time. Did he or
does he miss us? Dave didn't think so. Cats are cats, and you have to accept
them for what they are ... which, as Dave cheerfully explained it, is exactly how Tank
accepts us. With a wary eye (as you can see in the photo by Jim Mitchell) but a warm
heart. And for all of that, I remain truly grateful.
Tank died two weeks later ... of old age,
while still able to move about and enjoy life within the limits of his remaining
strength, wits and habitat ... which, I suppose, is just about the best all of
us can hope for.
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