|
|
|
||||||||
|
CA....the real me.
|
||||||||||||||||||||||||||
|
Table for Two (Caedmon's Call)
Danny and I spent another late night over pancakes
Talkin 'bout soccer and how every man's just the same
And made speculation on the who's and the when's of our futures
And how everyone's lonely but still we just couldn't complain
And how we just hate being alone
Could I have missed my only chance
And now I'm just wasting my time
Looking around
But you know I know better I'm not gonna worry 'bout nothing
'Cause if the birds and the flowers survive then I'll make it okay
If given a chance and a rock see which one breaks a window
And see which one keeps me up all night and into the day
Because I'm so scared of being alone
That I forgot what house I live in
But it's not my job to wait by the phone
For her to call
Well this day's been crazy but everything's happened on schedule
From the rain and the cold to the drink that I spilled on my shirt
'Cause You knew how You'd save me before I fell dead in the garden
And You knew this day long before You made me out of dirt
And You know the plan You have for me
And You can't plan the ends and not plan the means
And so I suppose I just need some peace
To get me to sleep
|
||||||||||||||||||||||||||
 |
||||||||||||||||||||||||||
|
MY LIFE
I'm a Early Childhood Education major at East Stroudsburg University. I love life there...away from the memories of home...creating new memories with the people that will be there when i need them most. The people I met there are real...they are there when i cry, scream, act crazy, laugh, study and procrastinate. They are the ones who have helped me be me...they have built up my confidence and knocked it down...only to build it up again. If this body could express its innermost feelings...the hurt, pain, joy, love...these friends would do their best to understand me, yet these cinder block walls prevent me from fully expressing myself. These friends have formed a new person...a person that doesnt know where she fits in ...in this shell called home...a person who longs to spread her wings and call to God for guidance. I've become a person I know will succeed...I've found that balence people search for...the Balence found me...
|
||||||||||||||||||||||||||
 |
||||||||||||||||||||||||||
|
WHAT I WRITE
I write...a lot. It helps to ease my mind, calm my fears, it helps me to express on paper what I cannot say out loud. I only started writing for pleasure about a year ago and since then I have written a book full of poems and have started an online and regular journal. I really feel writing has helped me to cope with situations that no one else could have helped me through. It's also a way to organize my thoughts before I talk to someone about my issues. I guess you could say it makes me more of a "sane" person. If you ever feel the need to read my stuff...just ask. I will post some poems and occasional journal entries....read them...you'll get some insight on who the real CA is.
|
||||||||||||||||||||||||||
|
||||||||||||||||||||||||||
|
My Favorite Links
My poetry : A selection of poetry...changes often as I write more.
My journal : An online journal I just started...a glimpse into the real me.
Kurios : An awesome Christian band from PA and NJ.
My Pictures: Pictures from diff. times this past year...it takes awhile to load but its worth it.
Favorite Quotes: These are some of my favorite quotes...I'll add more later.
|
||||||||||||||||||||||||||
|
|
||||||||||||||||||||||||||
|
|
||||||||||||||||||||||||||
|
||||||||||||||||||||||||||
| page created with Easy Designer |