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Don't want to look like a lump of lard
1.08.01
So on we go another month and this time what i've achieved i'm not going to blow
I really hope at the end of this one i'll have more weight loss to show
Just under three months now
until my sister comes home from the USA  to say "WOW"

"Ruth you have done well and lost a lot of weight"
 "Now you have to find a mate"
It will be a year since we last saw each other, back then she had looked good
now it's my turn to impress and show i've been eating a lot less food

So i've got three months until the BIG party for Ross
OK, so I won't look like Kate Moss
But I am going to look the business and feel good
like two years ago at a party when I should

Then I felt overweight and shy
there was no need for it, I should never have got that BIG but know how I did and why
I simply binged on anything and everthing just because I could
there was no one around to watch what I shoved in my face, should have watched myself I should!
But now i'm trying to eat more healthily, it's still hard
but I just don't want forever to look like a lump of lard

Thank You Mum
2.08.01
I want the whole world to know how much my mum means to me
I love her very much and want the whole world to see
She is a very caring and special one
Her name is Ena and she is the best Mum

When I was really ill
 She looked after Hannah and I and is still
She stayed with us for days, whilst I lay in bed
She cared for Hannah, made sure she was fed

Three of those days just passed in a blur
I don't know how we would have coped if it wasn't for her
Then she was at the end of the phone when things got really bad
I'm sorry mum if I made you sad

But you are the person I can turn to
If things for me get blue
You are not only my mum you are my best friend
So to you a BIG THANK YOU I would like to send

Still Got A Double Chin
4.08.01
 Had passport photos taken today and i've still got a double chin
I asked "Is that what I really look like, how awful" I say with a big grin
OK so it is, I thought that I looked slimmer, obviously not, it is me
still fat for the whole world to see

So I'll have to try harder and lose some more weight
Otherwise I'll never get a date
I think that is what I would like now
To meet a nice man, not sure how


My Blind Date
29.8.01

It was my birthday last Sunday and I went on a blind date
His name is Richard and already it feels like he's a good mate
We met on the good old internet
And had been chatting for about 7 weeks before we met
So now I have an even bigger incentive to lose the weight
To feel and look good for myself and my new mate


 

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