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JANUARY'S JOURNALS
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A new start
1.01.02
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2002 It's a new year
and sadly I have to admit i've gained weight,oh dear
All that hard work that I put in
has been a waste because oh how I have sinned
It's all the cakes and chocolate I have eaten
that have taken over my life and have me beaten
My nine stone is now ten
and I am over weight and fat again
This year has got to be a different one
the weight has got to come off, especially around my legs and tum
I've got to try to exercise, to find a way without pain
so that a toned body I can gain
I'm fed up being fat it stops me doing stuff
from having confidence, going out, taking Hannah swimming so I get in a huff
This year i've got to do it, lose weight
and find myself a decent mate
Someone who will love and care for me
take me out and treat me like a lady
I don't want a heavy realationship but someone to go out with now and then
Once or twice a week is enough but who knows when i'll meet someone and when?
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2 lb Down Already
05.01.02
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I've being trying really hard these past few days
and it's paid off at last cos hey
I've lost 2 lb isn't that great
at last i'm in charge of my weight
I'm focused this time on what i've got to do
more fruit and veg, loads more water but then I keep running to the loo
I'm making loads of jewish chicken soup but without the chicken
It really fills me up, it's finger lickin (good)
I'm not sure if I can join Weight Watchers on Monday
because I can't really afford to, but I still may
I want to save as much as I can
for a holiday that we might go on, so on how much I spend there is now a ban
We might go on a cruise around the caribbean at the end of the year
that's if we can get a good deal and it's not too dear
It will be partly a present from my brother-in-law and sister
I hope we can go because I really do miss her
We've been on 2 cruises before together which were great
i'm so excited like a big kid I can't wait
But whether we go cruising or not, the next time I see my sister and her hubby
I WILL NOT BE A CHUBBY
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Still Being Good
7th January 2002
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I'm still being good
i'm more in control of my food
I decided not to join W/W as it's too dear
i'd rather save it towards the cruise at the end of the year
I found today that Safeways have a new range of healthy food
low fat and low calorie so I bought some meals and that put me in a good mood
I had a chocolate, cherry pudding which was only 2 1/2 points it was really nice
and chicken fajitas for 5 points mind you I could have eaten them twice
I've also found a new web site to help me on my way
it's for people on weight watchers called Boot Camp Buddies and it helps me on my diet to stay
Hannah went back to school today she couldn't wait to get back
she was so excited not like a couple of months ago when I got all that flack
No sign of any tears today
I was able to leave her straight away
We are waiting to hear if she got a job she had a casting for
a fashion show for a big company but whether she got it i'm not sure
She has been modeling for a while now
and has done quite a bit of work but never a show, that's kinda Wow
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So Proud
12th Januray 2002
Hannah did really well on Thursday
my daughter a 'Cat Walk' model, whey hey
I was so proud of her
I couldn't see through the tears it was all a blur
It was a big thing for her to do
I know that I couldn't if asked to
It was very interesting to see behind the scenes what goes on
like on the TV with personal dressers, make artists and a hairdresser called John
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Cat Walk Super Star
8th January 2002
Hannah got the job for the fashion show
A 'cat walk model' you know
Well she takes after her Mum (I wish)
it should be a lot of fun
I've been trying to be good for about a week now
and i've lost 2.5 lbs come on all say WOW
Well I know it's not a lot but it's the average and good for me
because I don't usually lose any
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More weight lost
23rd January 2002
Since I last wrote, i've lost another 2.5 lbs
so now my belly is not so round
I've also been busy checking out the web for the best deals
for flights, cruises and hotels
It's like a dream come true
my mum, Hannah and I are off on a cruise
It's all thanks to my sister and her hubby
and now I have the biggest incentive to no longer stay a tubby
And guess what we don't have to wait until December
we are going much sooner
They are so generous and kind
it does work out a lot of money but they don't mind
We are also taking the Hannah to meet Mickey Mouse
and I can't wait to go inside Minnies House
Oh, it is a dream come true
I didn't think that i'd ever be able to take her to meet Mickey, Minnie and Donald too.
From my heart 'Thank You' sis and brother-in-law
you are the most wonderful people that is for sure.
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