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Dave and Joyce:
As you are aware, I finally know why you did all this terrible stuff to me. Why you had to trap me on your property or get me arrested on bait and switch tactics. I do have to ask you: Was it worth it? Was it worth doing this to someone who was just trying to help you for this cause that so many cherish so much?
I always wondered why you two had so many problems. And I recall Joyce that you, could never really come to the thrown of Christ. I always wondered why you would say that you did not feel worthy. And I would tell you that none of us are worthy, but that as long as you come humbly to Him, repenting and turning from your wicked ways, that he would receive you--that you did not have to be "worthy," nor could you check the boxes to get closer to Him.
Little did I know what you were really saying and how terribly you have sold out so many people. And for what? So what if you have five years of food, water, and every form of healing herb. So what if you have cars, houses, land, clothes, etc. You yourself can't even stand living this way, nor can Dave--You two live a miserable existence with everything you own. Joyce, you have to shop your way into a fantasy, just to escape what you are and who you are, although you know in your heart that what you chase is just a fleeting pleasure.
Joyce, I told you one day how you can actually be in love with God. Where it becomes no longer a duty to serve Him or to try to know Him--but that it is truly a pleasure; an existence. This was foreign to you. But, you need to know that no matter what you have done, it is not too late to turn to Him. He does not hate you, although he hates the evil that anyone does. But, you also need to know, that at some point, God allows an unrepentant person to become reprobate--to lose your conscience all together. Then you will have no desire at all to really know Him. After what I witnessed and what I have discovered since leaving, this time may have already come, the way you have used and are continuing to use the vets, and all the many victims you now know that I have found, even from the questions I am asking you on the Internet. And I have gotten a lot of reports of the things you are saying on the air, intentionally trying to deceive people. But only He knows when and if that time comes--I don't. But, most of all Joyce, please do not wait any longer. Do not let God decide that you are past that point, whatever that point is, where you have truly severed your conscience.
Go to Him on your knees and beg for His mercy. Ask Him to forgive you and turn from these ways Joyce and Dave. What would it be to gain the whole world, but be apart from Him? That is my prayer for both you and Dave--that you will truly and genuinely run to Him. But remember, God will not be mocked--it must be genuine.
Linda Kennedy